Sometimes I Cry - For Ava
Ava, I read this this morning and had to save it for you. You have a book that Auntie Christine made for you, with all of my blogs for you from your first year. So for your second year book, this will be included. I thought of you, because it was just this morning when I thought that something must be wrong, because you didn't need me. Yesterday and today, your Daddy and I dropped you off at daycare, and you didn't care! I thought it was THE worst feeling when we would drop you off at your new daycare the first three times and you would SCREAM and not want to let go. It broke my heart. But then, you stopped needing us. You could not get out of our arms soon enough to see Stacy, to see your new friends, and to play with the new toys. Yesterday, when I took you inside, you did just that. You wanted to get going and because the idea of me leaving without you KNOWING I'm leaving scares me a little, I always ask for a hug and a kiss and tell you to have a good day. So...